[Small comfort, considering. His image starts to look even further withdrawn, reaching up to bury hands in his messy hair and resting his forehead against his knees.
He knows he's doing that, or at least giving off the impression of it, but he can't feel it and it's driving him nuts. He can't feel his hair in his fingers, can't pull on it until it hurts, the comfort of curling into a ball is just gone.]
No, it's no use, just smash me now and get it over with. I was already worthless garbage; now I'm literally garbage. Tell the others I died painfully...
[He knows full well Kara won't do it, though. He's going to have to suffer being carried around like... like a thing, isn't he? Ah, well, his previous existence wasn't that great either... but he won't even be able to pet cats like this!! It's horrible!!]
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[Small comfort, considering. His image starts to look even further withdrawn, reaching up to bury hands in his messy hair and resting his forehead against his knees.
He knows he's doing that, or at least giving off the impression of it, but he can't feel it and it's driving him nuts. He can't feel his hair in his fingers, can't pull on it until it hurts, the comfort of curling into a ball is just gone.]
No, it's no use, just smash me now and get it over with. I was already worthless garbage; now I'm literally garbage. Tell the others I died painfully...
[He knows full well Kara won't do it, though. He's going to have to suffer being carried around like... like a thing, isn't he? Ah, well, his previous existence wasn't that great either... but he won't even be able to pet cats like this!! It's horrible!!]